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Healing is a matter of time, but it is sometimes also a matter of opportunity ~ Hippocrates


I've been more than a little worried about my Mother lately. She's been trying to down play how bad it actually is, but I know her well enough that I can tell  she's hurting even if she doesn't say anything.

My Mother has always been a strong willed person. She's walked through the provable fire more than once just to find a mountain of it waiting for her on the other side. Only to say "screw it!" and start climbing.

if anyone can be healed through sheer stubbornness alone then my Mother's name would be at the top of that list. There are days and moments when she seems so much like her usual self that I almost forget how very sick she's been and still is, but She's absolutely determined that she's not going to go back to staying at the hospital to be honest I almost  pity her doctors if they actually do attempt to admit her again.
Have any of you ever been lucky enough to have a close friend or family member who could make you smile or laugh, or make even an awful situation seem less so by talking with you about the most inane little things?

I'm definitely lucky and I know it because I do have person in my life who for me is exactly like that.

He's always trying to tell me that he doesn't get what I see in him because he's nothing special,but he is to me. He's sweet creative and funny... he's not only my lover but my best friend and just talking with him makes me feel better even during some of the worst situations. Which makes him more than special to me.
 
not that long ago having to talk or deal with my Ex like I did yesterday. Would have stressed me out to the point that it was almost impossible for me to relax afterwards. I would stay anxious and slightly on edge even after he was gone,
but while it still stressed me out when he was around.

Just talking with my friend for a short time about it afterwards,Had me laughing. it was hard for me to be anxious when my Lover and Best friend was pointing out how idiotic my Ex was being and while I was still a bit upset by it. I found myself smiling and laughing despite everything.

And through out the rest day I found myself thinking about my Ex and the things he had said less and less.
In fact by time I laid down for bed that night he was the furthest thing from my mind.

Although I did think and dream about my Lover and best friend in 'GREAT DETAIL' ....right up until I rolled over in my sleep and fell out of bed an banged my shin bone against  the bedframe.

Despite my abruptly  startling awaking. That had my five year old poking her head into my room to ask if I was ok.

I still found myself grinning as I limped my way out into the kitchen to get her a bowl of cherrios...Love is just funny that way.
Falling out of bed and flying fat dragons
Love is funny and sweet and sometimes wildly unpredictable in the forms it takes.
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I'm tired its four in the morning here right now, but despite my currently exhausted state I can't seem to fall back asleep. I know my ex will be coming over sometime  today.  Its not the first time he's been out but  seeing him always  stresses me out.

Talking with my lover during the day and last night, as well as going swimming with my family yesterday. Helped keep my mind off it for awhile,
but I suppose I wasn't  completely able to keep the thought out of my subconscious and I ended up dreaming about the first time I ended up in the E.R with...international damage from my Ex .

Despite the heavy pull I feel  to close my eyes and go back to sleep while laying here in the dark. Part of me is afraid of what other memories my mind might drag to surface if I do.
Life and hearts are strange things. If you had told me ten years ago that I would one day find myself in a situation even remotely  similar to the one I'm facing now. I would have stared at you as if you'd grown a second head.

By the same token I would have believed you even less. If you told me that not only was I going to fall in love with someone I had never laid eyes on in person,  but that I would have so much trust in them, even after everything I've been through.(Both in my childhood and adult life.) That if they asked me to give up everything I new and had known the majority of my life to be with them, that I would agree.....but I am and I did.

I realize that when my lover  asked me if I would consider it...he meant it only as a hypothetical question but to my surprise after only a seconds hesitation the word yes came out of my mouth...and I really meant it.

Earlier while we were talking, my lover also teased that I must have put a spell on them to make them feel the way they do, but not for the first time, and after today's conversation I wonder if its not the other way around.  

Because I can't explain the way I've come to feel about them in such a short amount of time.

Fictional or not..I wonder if this is how Guinevere felt when she fell for Lancelot.A love everyone and everything  she had ever known her whole life had taught her she shouldn't let herself feel, but despite it all no amount of telling herself she shouldn't feel this way about him changed the fact. That they both had fallen in love with the other.

I can't logically explain how much I've come to love and trust my friend.(Who is now so much more than just my friend or even my Best friend,) but I do and not only do I trust them with myself but with my daughter to.

And that is an almost terrifying realization for me...because my daughter is my world and I've been hurt so many times in my life. That I  don't readily give that kind of trust to anyone, not even my own family...and its scary to let myself feel this way about someone again...but I love him...and I do trust him. I just hope our story is happier one than Sir Launcelot and Queen Guineveres was.

I don't know what the future holds for us but even if the only thing that happens once he gets here is that we talk and hold eachother. I still want to see him and spend time together with him.  
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Launcelot and Guinevere
"Then, in the boyhood of the year,
Sir Launcelot and Queen Guinevere
Rode thro' the coverts of the deer,
With blissful treble ringing clear.
She seem'd a part of joyous Spring;
A gown of grass-green silk she wore, Buckled with golden clasps before; A light-green tuft of plumes she bore
Closed in a golden ring." ~ Lord Alfred Tennyson
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"You can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long enough to suit me"~C.S Lewis

Feeling a little  run down and under the weather at the moment. So I'm going to take some good advice and make a cup of hot tea,and curl back up in bed for a bit. Not really sure I'f I'll be able to fall back asleep but if not a little quit time with a book would be nice,  before my daughter wakes and demands to be feed. With all the expectancy (If not the patience. Lol) of befitting  a Princess. A  nickname/ title that I've picked up referring to her as. That my best friend and Lover gave to her. Although I suppose I do need to water my Mother's plants before I head back in.
Hot tea and horticultural
Not really sure why people call it being under the weather. Since technically everybody is located under the weather unless their an Angel or flying in an Aircraft ...or an astronaut....you get what I'm I mean.
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Healing is a matter of time, but it is sometimes also a matter of opportunity ~ Hippocrates


I've been more than a little worried about my Mother lately. She's been trying to down play how bad it actually is, but I know her well enough that I can tell  she's hurting even if she doesn't say anything.

My Mother has always been a strong willed person. She's walked through the provable fire more than once just to find a mountain of it waiting for her on the other side. Only to say "screw it!" and start climbing.

if anyone can be healed through sheer stubbornness alone then my Mother's name would be at the top of that list. There are days and moments when she seems so much like her usual self that I almost forget how very sick she's been and still is, but She's absolutely determined that she's not going to go back to staying at the hospital to be honest I almost  pity her doctors if they actually do attempt to admit her again.

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Hi I'm Summer, but when it comes to most of my fan related activities,I go by W.W.T.

I am a fan of many things,including Comic's Manga,Graphic novels and I hold a special fondness for the 80's and 90's cartoons of my childhood, I also have penchant for tacky monster and scifi movies.

Like many of the creative individuals found here and on the other similar sites, those of us who enjoy letting our imaginations run wild frequent.

I like to read write and draw, and I use my D.A more or less as a place to stick all the random stuff that pops out of my head and into existence because of that.

When it comes to my drawings,I go through what I like to call (art spurts) were I feel more inspired or energetic and as a result I put out more pieces during those periods (I'm currently working two jobs and I'm a mom so...these days it's mostly finding the time and energy.) ,

So a good portion of the time I just do simple doodles and the like on my phone ,but every once in a while I will put some genuine effort into a particular peice or sketch, 

although Depending on the length of time in between it can take a few sketches, and such before I get back into swing of things.

Which can be a bit annoying especially if I have something particular in mind I'm wanting to do.which is part of why I turn out so many doodles, helps keep me from going completely rusty in the mean time.

Art wise I like to play with a lot of different styles and mediums,and the subjects vary it more or less just depends on my mood and interests at the time.

I'm a fanart/art enthusiast and I pretty much love trying my hand at a little bit of everything.

I suppose you could call me a Jack of all trades and a master of bumdiddlybubkise,

I'm not the best, but I'm not the worst either and I enjoy it so I guess here this fangirl stays.

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Your welcome.😊 love your art.❤
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